Thursday, September 15, 2011

My Broken Dreams


I walk alone, I walk alone.
I see the empty field, no one on it. My empty field.
Nobody in the stands.
None on the bench.
No flashes of cameras, lights shining down on me.

I walk alone, I walk alone.
I see the weight room but its locked to me.
I see the players going, but I am not among them.

I walk alone, I walk alone.
Friday night, lights shining, fans blaring, players shouting, girls cheering.
But I cannot.
Loss of life is in me.
I have it no more, will it come again?
Know I not.
But the passion for it will never end.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Thinkin About You

Your like the Christmas present I want so badly but know there is no chance in getting, but I keep asking over and over for.I look at you and all I can do is wish, I wanna be with you.

I wanna be with you like water with the flowing river, I can rhyme like beats, beats like in my stomach. and girl I'd rhyme for you.

I wanna be with you like a daughter to her daddy and a letter to the alphabet. I wanna be with you and girl Ill be your big papa.

I wanna be with you like a football to the field, basketball to a court, weight to a gym, cheerleader to the crowd and girl if you be the crowd I'll be your cheerleader.

I wanna be with you like a lost child to his mother, cub to its family, and girl I will never let you get lost.

I wanna be with you like a secret admirer to their cutie, like a tan to the skin, surfer to his wave, and girl I'll take you home to Hawaii. Girl, I want to be with you

Friday, September 2, 2011

What is Love?

What love means to a man and what love means to a woman may just be completely different.
I say may be, because nobody knows completely. I am not a man and a woman.
Woman's Love, I do not understand it completely, but i think it is quicker than mans. Women can see things in people faster than us men can. They see the good and the bad. But as i grow more and more i notice how Women bring out the good in men.
Man's love.
Mans love is different, a lot different. Two types of love, as we talked about in class: Lust, lust is the want for what is called "fake love" fake love is when two people do something that two people in real love would do. Lust is completely based upon want and hormones. The feeling of what your doing.
Love: love is the deep caring for another. The want for their happiness, i could go on all day about what love is, or could be.
To me love is something more than all of that. I sit and talk to my mother everyday about everything each day. She shares with me what i could do better, every day. She says that love is not love until you are willing to give anything and everything for that person. to tell everyone and anyone that shes yours. No regrets, nothing is looked down upon. Love is complicated, But love is also not love until it is true.